<p class="title">India captain Harmanpreet Kaur has revealed that she wanted to take an indefinite break from the game because of the controversy that followed the World T20 in the West Indies.</p>.<p class="bodytext">The team management and Harmanpreet took a collective call to drop senior player Mithali Raj for the semifinal against eventual runners-up England, triggering a massive controversy that led to divisions in the team and ouster of coach Ramesh Powar.</p>.<p class="bodytext">Harmanpreet played the Women's Big Bash League right after the World T20 in November but back home the talk of unrest in the team and her strained relationship with ODI captain Mithali gathered more steam.</p>.<p class="bodytext">She was fed up by it before the New Zealand tour began under new coach W V Raman. And then came the ankle injury.</p>.<p class="bodytext">"It (the injury) gave me a much-needed break from international cricket and the Indian dressing room. I had almost made up my mind to let my parents know that I wanted to take a break. I don't want to hold on to a spot in the Indian team just because I am a senior player," she told ESPNCricinfo.</p>.<p class="bodytext">"I wanted to get away from cricket. Whatever happened around the team before that was immensely draining for me. Some of the things said were so far from reality that I felt, 'I need to step away from this madness for a while'. I'm here to play cricket. If people want to drag me into unnecessary things, drag the team into unnecessary things, I have to stop trying to reason with them," said the 30-year-old.</p>.<p class="bodytext">She twisted her ankle ahead of the first T20 International in New Zealand, following the team's triumph in the preceding ODI series.</p>.<p class="bodytext">"I twisted my left foot while playing football during a warm-up session ahead of the first T20I in New Zealand (in early February). I somehow managed to play all three T20Is despite being in some discomfort because to call up a replacement at such short notice may not have been possible. Besides, all through my career, I've played with fevers, shoulder, ankle and wrist injuries, so I didn't feel like this was going to be a major problem." </p>.<p class="bodytext">Harmanpreet said the negative talk around the team after the World T20 affected her mindset.</p>.<p class="bodytext">"Look, I was to play in the WBBL after the World T20, and for a while, after coming from the West Indies, I was even considering only playing in the overseas leagues and then making my way back into the Indian team. I spent hours alone, asking myself, 'Why do I play sport?' Because I enjoy it, because playing cricket is the only thing I've ever done in life." </p>
<p class="title">India captain Harmanpreet Kaur has revealed that she wanted to take an indefinite break from the game because of the controversy that followed the World T20 in the West Indies.</p>.<p class="bodytext">The team management and Harmanpreet took a collective call to drop senior player Mithali Raj for the semifinal against eventual runners-up England, triggering a massive controversy that led to divisions in the team and ouster of coach Ramesh Powar.</p>.<p class="bodytext">Harmanpreet played the Women's Big Bash League right after the World T20 in November but back home the talk of unrest in the team and her strained relationship with ODI captain Mithali gathered more steam.</p>.<p class="bodytext">She was fed up by it before the New Zealand tour began under new coach W V Raman. And then came the ankle injury.</p>.<p class="bodytext">"It (the injury) gave me a much-needed break from international cricket and the Indian dressing room. I had almost made up my mind to let my parents know that I wanted to take a break. I don't want to hold on to a spot in the Indian team just because I am a senior player," she told ESPNCricinfo.</p>.<p class="bodytext">"I wanted to get away from cricket. Whatever happened around the team before that was immensely draining for me. Some of the things said were so far from reality that I felt, 'I need to step away from this madness for a while'. I'm here to play cricket. If people want to drag me into unnecessary things, drag the team into unnecessary things, I have to stop trying to reason with them," said the 30-year-old.</p>.<p class="bodytext">She twisted her ankle ahead of the first T20 International in New Zealand, following the team's triumph in the preceding ODI series.</p>.<p class="bodytext">"I twisted my left foot while playing football during a warm-up session ahead of the first T20I in New Zealand (in early February). I somehow managed to play all three T20Is despite being in some discomfort because to call up a replacement at such short notice may not have been possible. Besides, all through my career, I've played with fevers, shoulder, ankle and wrist injuries, so I didn't feel like this was going to be a major problem." </p>.<p class="bodytext">Harmanpreet said the negative talk around the team after the World T20 affected her mindset.</p>.<p class="bodytext">"Look, I was to play in the WBBL after the World T20, and for a while, after coming from the West Indies, I was even considering only playing in the overseas leagues and then making my way back into the Indian team. I spent hours alone, asking myself, 'Why do I play sport?' Because I enjoy it, because playing cricket is the only thing I've ever done in life." </p>